“My Old Life” by Micah L.

Why do we do this?
Why do I go through this?
This has got to change
I used to be so cool
Used to care about you
Now it's just fucked up
I hate this
Living my life this way
I have to change
Go back to the old days

I hear you say
"I gotta get out of this town
I hate Eau Claire"
I don't wanna leave
I just wanna change back
Back to the time
I need sarcasm back

I'm going back
Screw all of you
You wanna be like that
Excluding your friends
Fuck you
I'm going back to my way
The way I used to be
The way I'm supposed to be
The way I want to be

But I can't
That damn feeling
It wont go away
I can't suppress it
Even if I wanted to
They say use someone else
That's not the way
But its the only way
It's wrong but the only way to do it

I hate my life
But I love it
Wouldn't trade it for anyone else's