Laughter surrounded me like easily disturbed night
I felt as though the world was against me
My soul was being taken from me
Self-esteem being imprisoned
Mind having the feel of pure nakedness,
while my body lay alone
Belief was running away
Shadows of evil doers encircled me
Voices all around, vague to it's nature
Pain was like a thousand knifes fighting with my consciousness
Show me mercy, my mind whispered
And give me strength, for my hearts despair.
Was this real?
Slowness approached me with time against me
Ten seconds, nine seconds,
Screaming, with the last drops of my strength
Eyes filling up and flooded with angry tears.
Eight seconds, seven seconds,
Blood of my flesh became as one with the depths of the earth
Six seconds, five seconds,
Eyes became heavy, and weakness came upon me like an ocean tide
Four seconds, three seconds
I could see in my mind, as my daughter joyfully played, knelt down at the beach
building a sand castle
My lover I was approaching,
almost there...
while my husband lay asleep at home
Two seconds, One second
And I watch myself become drowned in my own sinful death
I felt as though the world was against me
My soul was being taken from me
Self-esteem being imprisoned
Mind having the feel of pure nakedness,
while my body lay alone
Belief was running away
Shadows of evil doers encircled me
Voices all around, vague to it's nature
Pain was like a thousand knifes fighting with my consciousness
Show me mercy, my mind whispered
And give me strength, for my hearts despair.
Was this real?
Slowness approached me with time against me
Ten seconds, nine seconds,
Screaming, with the last drops of my strength
Eyes filling up and flooded with angry tears.
Eight seconds, seven seconds,
Blood of my flesh became as one with the depths of the earth
Six seconds, five seconds,
Eyes became heavy, and weakness came upon me like an ocean tide
Four seconds, three seconds
building a sand castle
My lover I was approaching,
while my husband lay asleep at home
Two seconds, One second
And I watch myself become drowned in my own sinful death