“I Hope You Die” by Tracie Vanderpool


I sit here waiting
and wondering why.
You say that you love me
but you sit there and lie.
You say that you need me
to save your life.
But I'm drowning in front of you
and you can't see the light.

I'm holding your secret
so you don't lose your name.
Everyone thinks I'm crazy
because of your games.
Tell me this,
when can I be free?
All I want to do
is live without you, just me.

Why can't I tell you?
Why am I scared?
You mean nothing to me,
it finally seems fair.
But I can hardly breathe now
and I'd rather die
than coexisit for one more second
with you eternalized.